You definitely can’t be accused of being careless. You just want to do a good job, lead a good life, and be a good person- but it can be so difficult when that hamster wheel in your brain keeps throwing up questions, anxieties, and self-doubt.
Your perfectionism and precision keep you detail-oriented and organized, but also vulnerable to stress. When you have a looming deadline, you might find yourself procrasti-cleaning: meticulously cleaning the bathroom tiles, re-organising the furniture and ironing your underwear before settling down to tackle your project.
Large group settings can be quite intimidating, and you’re unlikely to throw your opinion into the ring—partly because you don’t want to offend anyone, and partly because it’s nerve-wracking to connect with unfamiliar people. In fact, the unknown in general is pretty overwhelming, and you are perfectly comfortable with your more conventional and structured choices, thank you very much.
We have rules, regulations and traditions for a reason: why would you deviate from them for the sake of some sort of cheap thrill?